January 2011
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And then everything changes...
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There's only now, there's only here, give in to...
That awkward moment when you walk around on...
Day 12- bullet your whole day
Woke up at like 11
Checked out the status of the school shirt I ordered
Got some really bad news
Took a shower so I could cry in secret
Went to go get my new phone
Went to my nephew’s brithday party :)
Went home and changed
Went to dance for 4 hours
Came home
Ate leftover noodles
And here we are…
When people tell me not to act weird in public.
“bitch please, I’m making your day entertaining.”
I think before you can be happy with someone, you...
Day 11- First 11 songs that pop up on your ipod
1. Falling Slowly - Kris Allen
2. Shark in the Watter - VV Brown (I need to delete that. Really annoying song)
3. Fortune Faded - Red Hoy Chili Peppers
4. Caress Me Down - Sublime
5. Jamaica Rum - Bob Marley
6. Drinking, Thinking, Sinking Feeling - Slow Club
7. Stricken - Disturbed
8. Another Brick in the Wall - Pink Floyd
9. Purple Rain - Prince
10. Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen
11. 2 am -...
Doing a bunch of my "challenges" since I havent...
Day 10- first love and first kiss
So I have never been in love… I thought I was last year but hahahaha hell no. I was addicted to the drama of the relationship and I thought that all the sacrifices I was making meant I was in love. But, no. I was wearing myself down trying to keep everything going and it wasnt until I was an empty shell that I realized what was really going on.
First kiss was in 6th grade on a dare. ...
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You see the trick is that you're never supposed to...
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Sometimes, being completely ignorant to your...
I hate feeling like this
Knowing that theres nothing I can do and that you really dont care. I was fine living in my little delusion and I wish I could go back to that. I dont want this. I want the little screenplays that Ive created in my head.
Im starting to wish it hadn't happened...
I didn’t ever want to be in this position
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If you put words in my mouth I'll just shove them...
Thank you,
You have officially made me feel like shit
Fuck my emotions
This morning my good feeling-ness was at like 6,...
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If its dog eat dog I'll stick to kibble and bits...
You’re falling with no rescue now. You can cry me a river, I hope your dumb ass drowns.
Frustrated and confused like no other!!
Glad I talked to Rahwa on the bus today, made me realize some stuff that I really didn’t want to admit. I don’t even know why I care. He probably doesn’t so I shouldn’t either. Seriously though, why do I even freaking think about this? It just sucks knowing that there’s nothing you can do.
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“Heaven’s not a place that you go when you die, it’s that moment in...”
– The Spill Canvas
Go ahead, text him first, he might be checking his...
So I wanna see Welcome to the Rileys
Nighty night
I love my cousin